Life is a Bitch.

Monday, October 31, 2005'♥

Friday:
well..suppose ta go over n help dear's wit his chores
but got a last min call frm mah father. *WTH*

gotta help him out in da afternoon.

so slacked at home

den wenta meet ol & nana at bugis mos burger

had our lunch. den mi n nana went off ta work.

was damn damn bz lor.

ol & delin came dwn ta eat den waited 4 us. *hee. =)
slacked ard aft work. damn bloody shagged man.
went concourse ta mit dear they all
mah bones like gonna break ani moment sehz. *pouts*
stoned aft ol they all went off. nearly fall aslp.
den went ta had supper at lavander.

was damn fcuking pissed off over something.

arhhh. watever. fuck them ta hell.

Saturdae:
slept right thru till 3 plus 4
woke up n mah arms n back were aching like hell
went ta parkwae n had our 1st meal of e dae
lols. damn hungry la.
waited fer ivy ta off work.
slacked ard b4 going ta lagoon for supper.
laughed our arse off da nite.

Sundae:
nth much la. juz slacked at home da whole dae.
sianzation. but kinda lazi ta go out oso.
yawnssss.

Zombie@10/31/2005 10:53:00 AM

Friday, October 28, 2005'♥

been stoning in front of da comp
since 1 hr ago when im juz awake
- muahahas -
went bugis ytd
so heavy rain when im abt ta left mah hse.
*fcuking shit!!!* no choice la.
took a cab down.
wenta guan yin miao dere mit him
den this idiotic fellow stopped mi
fund-raising for dono which organization
n he said something which pissed mi off so much
he was like "did somebody ever tell u u look like prj. superstar kelly pan?"
i was like EEEEEEEEEWWWWWW! PLS LA.
SHE SUCKS MAN! yucks.
dun ever sae i look like her la. that arse. *tsk*
so hao lian n stuffs. i think she onli smile when on tv.
wenta walked ard den had dinner at the hawker.
*yuummmy* den went parco.
yay... was raining cats n dogs agn whn gg home
WTH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
n im trapped .
waited ahwile b4 running to ta inter under da bloody heavy rain.
fcuking shits. i dun understand wat the hell they renovating siaz.
every where every corner.
n all the sheltered areas all gone!
wat is this man. arghhhhh.
k gtg. im suppose ta go over n b his maria
humph. but im kinda lazi now u c... -yawnnns-
-_-

Zombie@10/28/2005 12:02:00 PM

Wednesday, October 26, 2005'♥

we seem ta b so near

yet so far

can u feel it

=(

Zombie@10/26/2005 10:11:00 PM

Sunday, October 23, 2005'♥

Fridae:
had mah last paper.
damn damn damn diff.
sigh. i hope i'll pass.
at least juz a pass will do
went home
took a nap
den went parkwae ta meet dear & waited 4 ivy ta off work
had dinner den went geylang serai jalan jalan
sent vy home
den on e wae baq dear's hse
the suey-iest thingy happened!
his car broke down!!!!!!!!!!!!
arghhhh... he was like so pek cek till he nearly ripped da car apart
so scary... chey.
waited till 3 plus for the car ta be towed baq
da first time in mah entire life i eva sat in a lorry

n i nearly fall when coming down. *shit ass!*

damn shagged when reached home
bathe le den coma str8. yawnss.

Saturdae:
waited for him ta b baq from servicing his car
den his mom fetched us ta suntec
strolled ta marina square..
had dinner at cafe cartel
dun realli haf appetite though
was practically stoning mah wae thru
slacked ard.. went home.

Zombie@10/23/2005 07:47:00 PM

Thursday, October 20, 2005'♥

o.a paper sux
sigh. mah hands were freezing cold.
brains cock up. =(
slacked at mac wid girlies & sicko derrick.
crap la. sigh. im dying.
one more paper ta go.
den its over.
carn wait. carn wait. carn wait.
nuts. ciaos.

Zombie@10/20/2005 12:13:00 PM

Wednesday, October 19, 2005'♥

evm exam todae
practically scribbling rubbish all over
din touch on section c which carries 20 marks
mah mind was juz so blank
carn wait 4 exams ta end
2 more papers ta go.. n im FREE. *grinz*
slacked at mac b4 gg home
oh deb girlie came in 3rd for miss ite
*3 cheers* u r da best. =) -hugs-
yeah laughed our wae thru when she talked abt the finals nite
blardy shit u... clown of da nite huh. lol.
suppose ta mit up wid ivy, kriz n company.
but den im like so tired
so went home ta sleep
went tampz wid dear
dinner @ cafe cartel
slacked @ mac
went ta pray at loyang
supper @ changi
home sweet home.
din manage ta mit up wid them.
mah apologies. other dae alrite.
i mean it this time k. hehs. paisae.
sigh.. two more daes w/o him
needa stay home 4 the last 2 papers
shucks. humph! =(
miss u so much dear...
hope u r enjoying urself
things will b alright
its ok. u still haf us by ur side
be strong. move on.
love u sis. hugs.

Zombie@10/19/2005 12:30:00 AM

Sunday, October 16, 2005'♥

im so terribly bored.
so here ta update for the past week.
was sick. bad sore throat n flu.
thank god mah dear was dere ta take care of mi.
n im well again now. hehs. muackss. =)
self-declared hols started on wed.
yet went baq ta sign this stupid thingy on thurs.
juz for that paper. tamp 2 bishan n bishan baq tamp.
so fun siaz. like wowwwww.
fridae. our 6th month 2gether.
went stayed over at sentosa costa sand chalet at night 4 their r.o.m next dae.
the suckiest chalet on earth.
their superior room is ma chiam like a hotel room for 2??
was sick so slp mah wae thru aft tv
woke up washed up went ta jalan jalan ard
n found ourself feeding tose damn mosquitoes dere.
ok evening time. CONGRATSSS ta nix & lingling. =)
vows made. cert signed. n finally pronounced s husband n wife.
touching moments. *dreammmm* though kinda veh hot la.
went off aft their buffet ta parkwae.
n den home sweet home.
bathed. n wat else. COMA. hehs. too tired la.
wun b see-ing mah dearest till tues.
n im already missing him so so muchhh. humph.
fuck exams man!!!!!!!!! im 2 lazi ta even study anitink. hahs.
but i hope i wont flunk e papers??? yeah fat hope rite. whatever. lols.
i miss ya. miss ya. miss ya. love ya. love ya. love ya.
im gg nuts. bye peeps.

Zombie@10/16/2005 11:28:00 PM

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its ok if u r looking things all from that angle
since u r close ta them
it doesnt bother mi at all
n aniwae... wat about "have u guys ever thought wat did they do for u when u guys were down"
look... we dun haf to.
if u think we have to... den ask urself ... "have u guys ever thought wat did WE do for u when u guys were down"
u noe u no nid to go all over n tell ppl wat u did for them in e past
when everybody were ONCE in a clique
it sounded so much more like a bragging instead of sincere help
n seriously when im down i dun c ani of them ard
mayb juz for that time
n that make her flunk her own paper?
u need mi to sae thank you to u?
n feel sad for u flunking other papers s well
y dun u go link everytink up s well again.
its all in the past aniwae.
no pt. rembering or watsoever.
so wats e pt. of bragging n bragging.
did we go all over n kip talking abt what we did for u in e past?
i mean... whats the pt.???
it disappoint mi even more ta c the wae u hurt somebody who was once ur so close friend.
u have ur own views n thinkings.
ur freedom to be with whoever u wana.
n its ok. but u dun haf ani right ta hurt somebody juz like tat.
n mind u. she's juz blogging out whats in her hart.
juz like every one of us n u.
n she has her freedom ta do that.alright.
u guys nid not look at our blog if u all wld alwaz feel sooo agitated aft doin tat.
we haf all the rights in the world ta blog wat we wana.
what our hart saes. get this clear.
yeah juz like wart u said... bcoz of wat n whom n what happen.
ur side will haf ur story. n our side a diff story.
from the start our thinkings never once met wif them.
ive enuff of ppl treating mah friends like shits.
insulting them agn n agn.
they r humans juz like u ppl.
but haf u eva do anitink bout it whn ur once good friends were being treated this wae?
those kinda ppl. sadly they r never once my friends.
n for u... mayb onli friendship with them is impt ta u.
its ok. ive got nth ta sae s well.
u juz dun get it aniwae. u never bother too.
it takes 2 hands to clap in everything, esp friendship.
yet for us, one hand had disappeared. long ago.
tc.

Zombie@10/16/2005 01:17:00 PM

Friday, October 14, 2005'♥

Bruise and battered by your words
dazed and shattered, now it hurts

If people can see right through my eyes
like an open door that I can't disguise
I won't be afraid from the tears I cry
I'll not run I'll not hide this is how I feel inside

Sometimes I feel like I'm alone
Sometimes I feel like I'm not that strong
Sometimes I feel so frail so small
Sometimes I feel vulnerable
Sometimes I feel a little fragile
I feel helpless and so all alone

Zombie@10/14/2005 12:06:00 PM

Sunday, October 09, 2005'♥

juz got home
damn tired.. -yawwwwns-
exams coming
but din touch on anitink yet
haiiiiiikkkkssss
ah ger b-dae.
not sure if i can make it ta e chalet ltr
so hereby wish ya a very
HAPPI 18th BIRTHDAEEEEE.
best wishes. muackss.
ohhh... some cowards r being veh entertaining here
din noe im worth so much of their attentions.
muahahahhahahs.
thats their job s low class sparstic morons mayb
but hahaha. 2 bad. it juz help ta kill my boredom.
yawnnns... damn tired.
wana get some rest already.
tatas ppl.

Zombie@10/09/2005 12:20:00 AM

Thursday, October 06, 2005'♥

mock exam over

seriously ive got no idea wat rubbish im writing

all craps.

im freezing.

im starving.

im missing him.

sighz ... ... ...

Zombie@10/06/2005 02:31:00 PM

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- yawns -

stoning & rotting in da lab

im soo bored

having evm mock exam later

4got all bout it till girlie msged me

rushed dwn ta sch

n here i am kinda regret coming

... ... ... ... ... ... ...

Zombie@10/06/2005 12:36:00 PM

Sunday, October 02, 2005'♥

2 ADD ON TA MY PREVIOUS ENTRIES
ABT U NOE TOSE *ALAS* PPL
THEY ACTUALLI WERE SO FREE TA GO MSG PPL TA REPORT ON WAT OTHERS WERE DOING
MUHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHHHA
THE FUNNIEST JOKE EVER SEHZ
LOOK AT THAT.
CHILDISH? EH NO NOT EXACTLY.
LOW CLASS SAN BA THATS ALL.
U NOE... TOSE WHO WOULD GO LINK EVERYTHINK UP 2GETHER
THINKING THAT ALL WERE LINKED UP
BUT E FACTS WERE ACTUALLI NOT AT ALL!!
SO FUNNI SEHZ.
ACTING TA B "GOOD" THIS MIN (WHICH THEY R NOT AT ALL...OMG!)
N E NEXT MIN DOING SOMETHING WHICH REVEAL THEIR TRUE SELF
MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAS.
REFLECTS ALOT ON ME?
OH NO LOOK WHO'S TALKING
OH AT LEAST I DUN GO KA PPL LAN JIAO WEI
AT LEAST I DUN DO SOOOO MUCH LAN JIAO THINGY BHIND PPL
AT LEAST I DUN GO BETRAY FRIENDS LIKE HOW THEY DO
N DUN GO ALL OVER TA BRAGGED ABT THINGS WHICH R SO UNTRUE
OH COM' ON.... ITS LIKE SO FUCKING SADDDDDDD TA HAF SUCH PPL ARD
MUAHAHHAHAHAHHAHAHS.
OMG. ONE MORE MIN I LOOK AT THEM
I JUZ SO WANA PUKE
U WANA FIND MI PROBS GO AHEAD
IM STILL WAITINGGGG N WAITINGGG
4 ALL U KIDS TO ACT
BUT OH I 4GOT... THEY R JUZ A BUNCH OF COCKSTERS
WHO ONLI NOE HOW TA TALK BIG NIA
SO SAD RITE PPL. MUAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHS.
OK. IM DONE WIF THIS PRETTY UPDATE.
CIAOZ.
IM WAITING........

Zombie@10/02/2005 03:22:00 PM

Saturday, October 01, 2005'♥

road marshal @ bdk reservoir
wat a daeeeee
the thingy actualli started onli at 4
but they wan us ta b dere b4 1
maddness.
im glad i took mah lunch at home
oz da food they 'sponsor' dere sucks
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeewwwwwwwwww
da weather was damn damn hot
n at e end of everything
i felt so bloody sticky all ova
n im tanned. shuckkks.
it kinda spelled the word sianzation for 2dae.
bitched abt some fcuking shits wid mah bitches
muahahhahahahs. =x
dear fetched mui aft da event.
went ta yishun n more places
b4 going down ta parkwae fer dinner
nasi lemak dere doesnt taste s nice animore
n im dehydrated aft a dae under e bloody hot sun.
yawns.... juz got home.
gonna rest now. ciaos. =)

Zombie@10/01/2005 11:52:00 PM